MAAF :(

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

Maaf atas entri terbabas tuari. Emosi terganggu tak bersebab. Then, jari ni kira nak taip sesuka hati ja. Bila rasa sedih, mesti nak taip something. Bila rasa cam nak nangis, mesti nak taip lagi. That is obviously my way to express everything that I feel. Everything.

"What is your problem?"

Kelu.

Masalahnya masalah aku adalah terlalu stress semenjak jadi penganggur sepenuh masa, penganggur tegar, penganggur yang BERJAYA! nyiahahaha.

Eh?

Tahu tak, "Some people; literally me believe when you're alone, staying in your room for the whole day, either reading love story novel or watching romance movie, at the end of the day after you're done with your activities, you will feel a bit of loneliness. That moment when a lonely feeling runs through every single of your nerves, it will probably gives your heart bone a crack. Broken."

Ianya berlaku dekat aku yang dah menganggur hampir sebulan ni. Asyik baca novel cinta, fefeling cinta, tgk movie cintan cintun. Lastly aku yang being hurt. Because I miss you :( And the fact that you'll never know how bad is my feeling towards you really turn me down.

Am I a murderer if I ever say I love you? Am I a theif if I ever admired you, sweetheart?

ALLAH. I'm totally broken for everytime I have this kind of thought.

Jadinya, aku sekarang tengah belajar utk tidak gelojoh. Tidak memaksa sesuatu yang tak ditakdirkan utk aku. Aku belajar redha. Mungkin Allah sedang menjanjikan yang lebih baik, Wallahi.